“Oh, No One Died, Why Are You Crying?”

I Don’t Know How To Start This… And I Wish I Never Had To… But I Do Now… It’s Becoming Too Much. I Cannot Handle This Anymore. And Yes, I Say That About Almost Everything I Write Here, Never Means There Are No Things I Can Handle. There Are. Just I Seldom Share Those. Though…

It Hurts. But I’m So Strong!

She Hit Me. I Deserved It. But It Hurts. It Hurts Me. It Hurts Her More. It Hurts Everyone. Everyone Is Hurt. I’m So Much Hurt. I Hit Myself, Too… I’ve Never Done It Before… It’s New… It’s Mistake. I’d Never Do It Again. It Is Very Scary. It’s Very Scary Really. I’m Scared Of…

Gods 101

Welcome To The Chapter-101 On Gods. In This Chapter, We’ll Discuss About Gods, And Not The Real Ones, Just The Ones Made By Some Bored-To-Death Humans. So, Lemme Tell You About A Recent Argument I Had With My Parents, An Argument Similar To The Ones I Had Before, Too, On Same Topic. Problem: For Quite…

Oh, What’s The Harm In Believing In God?

Originally posted on Esfera De SinihsiaV:
My God! I Can’t Believe I’m Actually Going To Write On This Topic. This Is Really A Challenging Topic For A Pantheist Like Me. But I’m All For Challenges! So Let’s Get On With It And See Why And Why Not You Should Believe In God, In THE GOD.…

“English Language Is Not Created By Vaishali Vyas.”

Hello, World! Today I’m Going To Tell You About A Someone Who Is A Good Person In This World Of Quite Many Bad People. Someone Who Actually Cared, Even If It Might Have Been Fake. So Let’s Talk. I Have A Dream Among Others. For That I Got In Touch With A Someone Working For…

2019, May 8th, Wednesday, 18:34 IST

May 8th. 8th. Despite Everything, I Still Love This Day. I Can’t Hate 8th. So I Think, Whatever It Did Happen Today, Even If It Kills, It Is For Good. For Best. Because 8th Is The Best Always. I Do Think I Want To Die. But Actually Not. I’m Afraid, That It’ll Be Even Worse…

2019, February 17th, Sunday, 14:02 IST

They Did It Again. I Shout. He Shouts. He Shuts Me Up. Just Like Always. It’s Such A Cycle. I Feel Suffocated. Again. I Feel Like Wanting To Kill Myself. Again. I Just Want It All Out My Head. Even If I’ve To Bang It To The Wall, I Just Want It All Out. Somehow….

The Saree Ordeal

When Grace And Couture Shook Hands, The Saree Was Born. Sarees And Me Have Quite A Story. I’ve Never Really Liked A Saree, Until An Year Ago. Saree, To Me, Was That Drape Which Was Tighter Than A Coffin Cover. Even The Thought Of It Suffocated Me. Reason Being, It Being A Symbol For A…

2019, January 3rd, Thursday, 23:03 IST

At This Moment, I’m In A Perfect Bliss. I Liked Today. It Was Completely Opposite Of Yesterday. I See Hope. I See Light. There’s Something Amazing Happened Today. They Agreed. They Agreed To Support Me. They’re Even Taking The Initiative. Maybe It’s Not Bad After All. I Know This Fear Will Take Time To Leave,…

2019, January 2nd, 20:00 IST

This Day Was Supposed To Be One Of The Best Days Of My Life. It Was The Day I Was Supposed To Celebrate Because Of A Certain Reason. But It Ended Up Being One Of The Worst Days Of My Life. The Plan I Had For Today, It Did Went Through But Not As Well…

Death And Incoherence

“While I thought I was learning how to live, I have been learning how to die.” – Leonardo da Vinci Death. Something I Was Never Afraid Of. Something That Never Scared Me. Something I Was Not Desperate About. Something I Took As A Positive. Something, Which Symbolized A New Beginning. Something Which Symbolized Afterlife, A…

Life And Afterlife – Why You Shouldn’t Die Right Now?

“When I stand before god at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, ‘I used everything you gave me.’” ― Erma Bombeck Life Is Merely A Part Of Our Infinite Existence. It’s Limited And Mortal. Afterlife. It’s Something Which Happens…

Somewhere, In The Middle Of Nowhere…

“We’re torn between nostalgia of the familiar and an urge for the foreign and strange. As often as not, We’re homesick most for the places we’ve never known.”   I’ve Never Been To Home. I’m Homeless. I’m Solivagant. Don’t Know Where Am I Going, Don’t Know How Long I’m Gonna Go, But I Just Keep…

Ma Raison D’être

“The cities, the roads, the countryside, the people I meet – they all begin to blur. I tell myself I am searching for something. But more and more, it feels like I am wandering, waiting for something to happen to me, something that will change everything, something that my whole life has been leading up…

The UnFeeling…

“Because that’s the thing about Darkness. When I feel it deeply, I don’t want to let it go. It becomes a comfort. I want to cloak myself under its heavy weight and breathe it into my lungs. I want to nurture it, grow it, cultivate it. It’s mine. I want to check out with it,…

Darkness And Me

“And I was in the Darkness, so Darkness I became…“ I Like Darkness. Yeah, That’s The Understatement Of The Century. I’M IN LOVE WITH DARKNESS, So So Much That It Overwhelms Me. “There’s Something To The Feeling Of Not Knowing Your Surroundings, Not Knowing The Color Of Things As They Appear, But As They Truly…

ViViana

Welcome To The World of Darkness…  A Place For All The Nyctophiles And Nocturnals And Isolophiles And Dendrophiles And Coimetrophiles And Logophiles And Bibliophiles And Nemophilists And Ceraunophile And Astrophiles And Sesquipedalians And Their Fans, To Be Their True Self… About The Name: ViViana  Viviana Is An Italian-Spanish Name Originated From Old-French Form Of Late Latin Name, Vivianus Which Comes From “Vivius” Meaning “Vibrant” Or…